Not With Me

Bondan & Fade 2 Black - Not With Me

Titz :

I'm walking up from my summers dreams again

try to thinking if you're alright

then I'm shattered by the shadows of your eyes

knowing you're still here by my side

*reff

I can see you if you're not with me

I can say to my self, if you're okay

I can fell you if you're not with me

I can reach you my self, you show me the way

Life was never be so easy as it seems

till you come and bring your love inside

no matter space and distance make it look so far

still I know you're still here by my side

back to *reff

Bondan :

yea.. you've made me so alive,

you give the best for me.. love and fantasy

yeah... and i never fell so lonely,

coz you're always here with me.. yeah.. always here with me

back to *reff

I'm walking up from my summers dreams again

try to thinking if you're alright

then I'm shattered by the shadows of your eyes

knowing you're still here by my side...

What a meaningful song to me. Why?

Just look in to the lyrics..

hahhaa.. I think that they made it for me..

Figuring me and my boyfriend condition..

Yup. it has absolutely been written in this song...

Hahahahha

127 Hours- What Great Film!!!

This is a very great film Directed by Danny Boyle

Produced by Christian Colson & John Smithson

This film is about a man experience, named Ralston. Who love travelling so much.

He is not like other traveler. He like extreme places.

He made his own track. And he doesn't like "normal" tracks.

He never told anyone where he will go.

He never bring his hand phone with him.

He's just like to be alone with his adventure..

While he was travelling trough the Blue John Canyon. He choose a very hard route.

Suddenly, he felt into the bottom of that canyon, pinning his arm with a very hard rock.

It's trapping him.

He tried to yells and screamed many times but no one heard him.

He tried to broke the rock.. He only have a small knife.

So he do it all day long but no progress.
By all equipment he brought, he only can survive for about 3 days..

After that, he drink his own urine.

After 4 days, he fell like dying. He saw his imagination..

His future child, and his family waiting for him..
It's give his energy back, he cut his arm and run to searching for a help.

For me, this film shows that your family was very precious.

And you have to take care of your life.

Appreciate it as a give..

And 1 thing! Don't ever try to come into a canyon alone..

I will never..!

Immature

Yesterday was a very hard day..

I showed my immaturity..

My boyfriend has been freaking me out, by disappeared all day long..

He didn't text me, His phone was off..

I was so worried about him ..

He text me at 11 o'clock. Told me he was fine..

And really really said sorry to me.

But i didn't want to hear his excuse. I don't know why i am being so selfish that time..

I know, that wasn't his fault. But why i couldn't accept it?

I made him very guilty. My biggest fault.

Today is a new day.

I really want to clear it up.

Bud i think he's got mad at me..

I can't say a word.. Just look, what will happen next..

I don't want to loose him.. Cos i love him damn much.. (^o^)

By the way, wish me luck for my exam today...

MID TERM

Hi...!! (^o^)w

Just now, i realized that my blog is full of junk.. haha
Many post about, my LOVE-STORY..
Hahhahaa,, peace. Because that LOVE STORY really2 happen in my life.. haha
Ok! that's not the case.

I just wanna shared, tomorrow will be my first mid term test..
So i wanna prepare about it..

The first subject is English..

Let me check..

*Paragraph --> present and past simple, continue,and blablabla

*Punctuation --> i think i have no problem with it

*Write a complete 2 paragraph about :

- traditional wedding in your hometown

- a very busy place

- and describe one of the PresUniv lecture (i think i wont chose this one)

*A very high score Reading Comprehension

OK, well i think i will practice to writing the paragraph here..
You know, it fells much better if i wrote my ideas here, than in by book.
I can get much inspiration here... ^^ hahha..
Ehmm.. better if now, i'am googling first.. See yaa.. ^^

A Stupidly Kind of Joke

Hahaha.. We did something stupid 2 days ago..

You know what i'am talking about?

I got mad at him.. Really mad actually..
He was trying to told me a joke. Sort kind of a romantic joke.. (-.-'')

He said that...

"He's LOVE for me, it's just like nails tip..

Not even as big as a mountain,

And not very deep like an ocean..."

Instantly, I got mad at him..
You know, my legs like had no power to hold on me.
It's kind of your soul had flew away, somewhere, and suddenly you lost your soul..
Ok, maybe i'am over reacting for you. But you know, that's like a lightning.

We were all right few minutes before that, till he said such a thing..

I called him right away, but he was a kind of laughing or something which made me not even felling any better at that moment..
Than, i fucked my phone off, and go to my friend's room..
Her name is Lycke, I didn't say a word..
Just crying with my shut-off mouth..

After felt a bit better, i back to my room and turn my phone on..

I got 5 messages from him,..
Which said that he was a kind of joking at that time.. ( i swear that's not funny at all)
He said, he wasn't done with the whole sentences..

So, he told me a full sentence..

"My LOVE for you is not like a mountain or ocean..
You know why? Cos, a mountain can erupted and leaving ash..
Ocean can be dry.. All if God want it.
But a nail, even you cut it off over and over, it will be growing again..

Like his everlasting LOVE..."

I really happy to heard that actually..
Even, i'm not sure of an-ocean-can-be-dry part..
But, he show his LOVE..
Even he had to make me felling bad first.. (>.<'')

And look who are smiling at the end..? Us.. ^^
Thank you very much honey..

I'am so sorry, about being mad so fast..
About doubted how big is your love for me..
Now, i am really sure that we are meant to be..

I TOTALLY LOVE YOU..

Yang Yo Seob

Hai..!!

Few days ago, my lovely dorm mate, name Mirah showed me one of her korean MV.

I actually like few korean singer and also their music video..
But, then she showed me one of her favorite korean boy band names B2st!!

Than, i found him... (*backsound :christian bautista-since i found you)

wkwkkwkw *LOL

He is a damn cute boy name yang yo seob.. One of the b2st member..

Don't you see his cute face??
Damn!! i am melting... >.<

He is a good singer with a good voice, of course..
what else? nothing, i just want to figure it more out who he is..
hahha

Whuuaaa... Unexpectedly, i love a cute-sweet kind of boys... T.T
Beside of course, a manly one like my bf (*^.^*)..

But seriously, he is the one of korean singer who i extremely love!! hahha..

Nice to share it with you... nite,, ^^

Kisah Sang Bulan dan Sang Bintang

Malam ini, vie kangen banget sama dia..

Dia pernah bilang, " every night, just a minute, threw your sight to the sky.. See one star over there which you like it so much to see. It's me watching you"

So, here i'am.. Duduk sama spongi, natap langit dan mencari bintang yang dimaksud..

Vie cuman terpaku sama sebuah bulan yang ditemenin sama satu buah bintang yang bersinar sangat terang..
Sebenarnya mereka punya rahasia.. mau tau?

Apa kamu tau? Sebenarnya jarak antara sang bulan dan sang bintang itu jauuuuhh banget. Tapi walaupun gitu, sang bintang selalu setia nemenin sang bulan. Begitu juga sebaliknya. Sang bulan selalu ada untuk sang bintang. Sampai-sampai mereka merasa sangat dekat dan tak terpisahkan..

Bualn dan bintang, punya 1 rahasia lagi. Kamu tau apa yg membuat mereka bersinar bersamaan? Sinar matahari."

Dek adalah bintang, vie pengen jadi sebuah bulan..
Bulan yang selalu sayang dan kangen sama dek..
Sama seperti bulan dan bintang yg selalu di sinarin sama sinar matahari..
Sinar matahari itu adalah rasa sayang..
Rasa sayang yg ngebuat kita bersinar untuk nemenin satu sama lain..
Rasa sayang yang ngebuat kita seperti bulan dan bintang itu..
Vie pingin selalu nemenin dek .. Semoga dek juga gtu..
Jadi, gimanapun jauhnya kita nanti, kita akan selalu ngerasa deket.. I wish.. :)

Vie sayang sama dek..
^^

Gila! Kesel banget!!!!!

Hari ini aku kesel kesel sekeselkeselnyaaaa pokoknya!!!!
Huhuhu...

Ceritanya bermula dari kemaren sore... Saat nganter keluarga ke bandara..
Ceritanya nihh.., aku bakal kuliah ke jakarta, nah singkatnya... kemarin itu keluarga aku pada balik ke bali...
Aku? Ceritanya mau ditingal aja disono.. Soalnya kuliah aku mulai tanggal 7 nanti..
TAPI AKU BERSIKERAS GAK MAU!
Akhirnya, jadilah aku pulang sama mereka..

Sore harinya, aku ditemenin sama Vierda (my bestfriend ever!) buaatt nyariin kado untukk yu dek tersayang.. huhuuhu.. Sampe idung mampet masuk angin dan sebagainya.. :(
Ceritanya, hari ini nih, i'll give him a suprise. (maunya)

Nah! Goblognya aku nih! Aku gak nanya, hari ini dia kerja atau enggak..
Eh, bukan! Aku udah nanya, tp dia bilang, gak tau, liat besok ajaa!!!

Pagi hari tadi nih.. dia baru bangun jam 9 pagi.. Nah, pasti donk dia gak masuk pagi..
Akhirnya aku nanya, "kerja sore yah?"
Dia bilng, "enggak libur"
wuuiiihhh udah seneng bnget tuhhh!!!


Tapii ternyata ada lanjutannya, "dek mau nganterin tante.. gak tau kemana.. mamahnya si tante pingin di ajak ke singaraja"

HALOOO??? Do you know? SINGARAJA ITU VERY VERY VERY FAR AWAY from here..
Sumpah langsung lemes..
Tau artinya apa? Hari ini dia gak ada waktu..

Dan tantenya dan keluarga tantenya itu baru pulang tgl 5 entaaaaaarr!!!

Ampun dah! Tanteee...
Saya sangat sangat sangat sebel sama tante..
Ralat! saya cemburu sama tante.. :(

Setiap aja mau bikin acara sama keponakan tante, pasti tante buat acara juga sama dia..
Kalo tante mau pergi sama keponakannya, pasti GAAMPAAANGG banget,,...
Tapi saya? udah mau pisah, tapi tetep aja susah jalan bareng keponakan tante..
Kayaknya saya mesti minta nomer hape tante deh.. kwkwkkw



Huaaahh... Hancur lebur amburadul deh rencanaku hari ini, mgkin sampe besok, besok dan besoknya lagi.. :((
Aku kangen dia. Dia enggak kangen aku..
Malang banget aku yah? T.T

Vierra - Terlalu Lama

Sudah lama, ku menanti dirimu
tak tahu sampai kapankah

Sudah lama, kita bersama-sama
tapi segini sajakah

Entah sampai kapan
Entah sampai kapan

"Hari ini ku akan menyatakan cinta,
nyatakan cinta

Aku tak mau menunggu terlalu lama,
terlalu lama"

Sadarkah kau, ku adalah wanita
Aku tak mungkin memulai
Sadarkah kau, kau menggantung diriku
Aku tak mau menunggu

Entah sampai kapan..
Entah sampai kapan..

"Hari ini ku akan menyatakan cinta,
nyatakan cinta

Aku tak mau menunggu terlalu lama,
terlalu lama.."

DOWNLOAD HERE

Lagu dari album terbaru mereka ini cozy banget, sumpah!
Tadi aku dengerin lagu ini di sebuah stasiun televisi nasional..
Entah kenapa, langsung nempel aja..
Simpel, khas vierra banget..
Aku suka banyak banget dari lagu mereka.. :)

Hope you love them to.. cheers.. ^^

New Favorite Song ( Rosemary ft Gania - Supergirl )

My new favorite song..
Coming from rosemary ft gania - Supergirl..

Sometimes i fell i'm getting old
My brain is full of shit
And i don't wanna know

The days are back for me to walk
I have nobody
I can't givin all

Givin all all the time
Givin all all the question
Givin all all the time, to be heard

In my life,
The complicated things ruined all the day
In my life,
Nothings seems to be so bad

In my heart , in my soul
In my mind, in my day
I wanna be a super girl
I wanna be like that..

I wish that's true.. :)

I don't know why, i just love this song very much..

Download this song

New Photos. "Bali's beaches"

Did i ever tell you, that i live in Bali?
A beautiful land with a very beautiful beaches on it.. :)

And few days ago, i went to a VERY BEAUTIFUL beach!!
I taking my friends some photos..., just take a look..












This is my beautiful friend, name's Rena :)
By the way, thx ren, for being my model... ^.^b


OH! and the next, few of mine... hehe.. :)




haha.. not many good photos,

coz, rena enjoy in taking her picture.. aku?
ngeliat ombak, pasir n jalan2.. hahha.. i love beach so much.. ^^

For Someone...

You know what?
Like mostly people said that GOD IS ALWAYS FAIR..

Tuhan itu adil

Yeah, when someone broke my heart,
You sent me another one who's gonna pair it..

This is my message, hope you may read it sometime..

You know, how broke i was..
You know, how much i feel that pain..
You never ask me why that so..

You know, why i looking for someone else..
And i'm glad to know that you want to be my someone..

One day you said..
"kalo vie mau jadiin aku pelarian jg gapapa"
I don't know what i'm gonna said at that moment..
I never want to thinking you like that..

I believe that you are..
My doctor,
I do believe that you're the one who can let my heart melting..
You the one who can discovered me from my pain..

Are YOU the right one?
We will see..

Hopefully, you read it..
I just not wish anything from you..
Just wanna say thanks.
Thank you very much,
Coz i don't know what i'am going to be, if there's no YOU in my world...

Aku? EGO

AKU MENYUKAI MALAM...

Bukan karena bulan yang menyapaku,
Bukan karena gelap yang mendekapku lekat..


AKU MENYUKAI MALAM

Bukan karena hawa dingin yang menggelitik bulu romaku,
Ataupun karena hawa setan yang membaur dengan alam..


AKU HANYA, MENYUKAI MALAM..
Karena dia yang berdamai denganku..
Karena dia yang menerima semua tangisku,.


Sejujurnya, aku menyukai malam, karena aku merasa..
DIA HANYA MILIKKU..


EGO

Nice Words in the Morning!! :D

Morning readers!!!

Hahahha.. Tadi pas lagi surving2 gak jelas di internet, vie nemuin ini nih... :)

Ada yang lagi punya rasa yang sama ?

Mungkin sayang sama seseorang, tapi rasa sayang kita gak dianggep sama orang itu?
Hey! Kamu terlalu baik untuk itu!
Banyak yang lebih pantas untuk mendapatkan rasa sayang dari kamu!!!
Cheers!! ^0^

Endank Soekamti, Means of Freedom!

Hahaha..
Hari ini aku pingin berbagi cerita dikit nihh.. :)
Sebenarnya ini cerita ttg hal yang baru aku alamin, kemarin tepatnya..

Nah, ceritanya kemarin sore itu kan saturday night..
Berhubung aku gak ada kegiatan (karna masih jomblo) hahaha., akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk nonton sebuah konser di central parkir (sebuah kawasan di daerah kuta)..

Tanpa tau band apa aja yang manggung, kita putusin (aku dan temanku vio) untuk dateng2 aja..
Karna dipikir2 it's been a long time since we got a party like that..

Salah satu band favorit kita, PBK baru aja selesai main ketika kita nyampe disana..
Maklum, kita lumayan telat gtu, acaranya udah mulai jam 6 , eh kita baru dateng jam setengah 8..

Ya, karena terlanjur udah dateng, langsung aja kita nikmatin acaranya sampe habis..
Ternyata band penutupnya adalah band ini..


Aku yang sebenernya kemarin itu gak tau sama sekali lagu ataupun aliran musiknya, nyobak dengerin..
Sumpah enak banget lagunya!
Aku sukak banget lirik lagu mereka..

Lirik lagu mereka terkesan nyablak, bahasa indonesianya, 'blak-blak'an banget!
Ini juga kenapa aku buat judul entry ku kali ini adalah means of freedom..
Ini karena aku ngeliat aliran lirik mereka sama dengan alirannya iwan fals..

Perbedaannya hannya, mungkin mereka secara blak-blakkan dan dengan kata2 yang gamblang mengekspresikan hidup mereka..
Sedangkan iwan fals, lebih kepada kritik sosial...
Mungkin karena itu mereka berbeda yah?


Isenk-isenk, tadi aku cari aja vidio dan lirik lagunya juga nge'download lagunya..
Oia! sama ngeliat profil mereka di om google..

Baru liat Vidio clipnya ternyata emang gokil banget..
Hahaha..

Nih, aku kasi alamat download lagu dan liat vidionya yah.. :D

1. Endank Soekamti - Semoga kau di neraka youtube video
(kalo gak salah, ini single kedua mereka di album soekamti.com)
Endank Soekamti -Semoga kau di neraka mp3 4.shared download

2. Endank Soekamti - Sssttt!!! youtube video
(ini judul single pertama skaligus nama dari album mereka yang baru, sssttt!!!)
Endank Soekamti - Sssttt! mp3 4shared download

3. Endank Soekamti - Bau Mulut youtube video
(ini nih, lagu yang gokil abis!)
Endank Soekamti - Bau mulut mp3 4shared download

Baru 3 lagu itu aaja sih yang nyerep banget di aku, kalo kamu tau lagu bagus mereka yang lain, mohon di shared di sini yahh.. :)
Skalian pake referensi... hahaa


Yang baru aku temuin juga nih, nambahin info bagi temen2 yang belum tau yaa.. hehe

Endank soekamti ini adalah grup band asal yogyakarta yang beranggotakan 3 orang.
Di vokal + bass ---> Erik
Gitar ---> Dori
Drum ---> Ari
Nah, sebenarnya yang buat aku agak penasaran, kenapa gruo band ini mereka beri nama "endank soekamti" ternyata setelah aku baca2 dari wikipedia.com,
Nama endank soekamti ini diambil dari nama 2 orang wanita yang berkesan dalm hidup personilnya. hahaha.. Dan kata dari mbak wikipedia itu sih, endank soekamti itu juga plesetan dari "enak tenan"
Berhubung aku gak bisa bahasa jawa, percaya2 aja deh.. :P
hahahha..


Yang jelas, malem minggu kemarin itu bener2 berkesan bagi kamtis dan bagi aku pribadi.. ^.^
Coba deh kamu dengerin lagunya sobat!!!
Gak nyesel deh..

Gak sabar nunggu mereka main di Bali lagi,. :))

Damn Right!

Hahahha... I found a little words in my twitter account..!!!

It really makes me laugh!

I don't care if someone's dating my ex because my mom told me to give my old toys to the less fortunate. ;)

You have to believe what your mom are saying!!! \(^o^)/

Man with fashion

Hay galz...
Ups nope!
From the time when i started write on this blog until now, i never say hello to you boys!!
hahahha..

Now, i will discussing about man and fashion.

How do we look, will describe who we are..
Either for the guys.. :)


Actually, i love the guys with a clean and casual kind of looks.. :)


Further more if he has red sweaty small lips... ^.^
Omigod... i'am melting right now!! hahahaha




This is Adam Gallagher..
Who i adore so much! damn! hahaha




Look at that face! And how does he work with those stuff!!
Byee.. i will melt for a while.. hahahaha



He's a good looking man with good looking appearances..
And i found him in his lookbook account.

This is his lookbook account.

I hope, can give you a small inspiration... :)

Gitar, Guitar, Gitaar, Guitare

Haii.. This is me, Novi..
And i will tell you about my story (again). Hopes you are not get bored.. :)


Masih soal cerita senduku...
Hahaa

Gambar ini diambil pada saat H-2 UN..
Pas aku lagi belajar di rumah temenku.. (ehm... ralat! Maksudnya pada saat aku sedang refresing di rumah temenku) hahaha



Nah, temenku ini (sebut saja Mutiara)
Ulang!

Nah, Mutiara ini emang musisi gtu, di rumahnya ada berbagai macam alat musik..
Yang pernah aku cium keberadaannya sih..
Keyboard, Ketipung, dan Gitar ini...
Entah alat musik apa lagi yang tersembunyi di rumahnya.. hehehe

Aku emang pingin banget belajar gitar ini dari dulu..
Sempet beberapa kali, aku motong kuku (KESAYANGANKU) cuman gara2 pingin belajar gitar..
Tapi, berhubung gak ada yang sempet ngajarin, tertundalah niatku itu..
Nah, kemarin itu, berhubung ada Sledo, sang ahli pergitaran, akhirnya aku paksalah dia untuk membagikan ilmunya,,,
Hahaha..



Dan alhasil,yaaa... not too bad untuk seorang pemula,,, hahaha
Tapi sebenernya mau protes nih sama yang buat ini photo,,.. (ngambilnya pas aku gak sadar.. T.T)

Gak tau kenapa semenjak hari itu (baca : saat aku PUTUS)..
Banyak banget hal2 baru yang pingin aku lakuin, entah karna efek putus atau apa..

Sekarang, setiap berangkat sekolah, aku lebih memilih untuk ngelewatin jalan memutar yang otomatis lebih lama dan jauh...
Yang ada adalam pikiranku cuman..
'Ternyata Bali itu indah' Bahkan pasar yang sembrawut, bakal terlihat sangat menarik di pagi hari..

Begitu juga sama gitaar ini, entah kenapa aku jadi sangat ngotot sekali untuk blajar gitar..
hahaha...


Trying different things can become so interesting.. :)
Kadang, kamu harus kehilangan sesuatu untuk menyadarkan bahwa DUNIA INI INDAH..

Banyak hal yang tersembunyi dibaliknya yang kadang setiap hari kita lewatin, tapi kita gak sadar..
Kadang kita terlalu terpaku oleh satu hal yang ngebuat kita gak sadar akan indahnya hal yang lain...

Dan 2 hal yang sangat ingin aku milikin sekarang adalah...
A very good CAMERA.. And of course a GUITAR!!!

We Love for Being Single!!! :D

Haiii..

This is me and my friend.. :)

Vierda (left) Me (right)

You know what?
Now we are single! And we love for being that!!! hahaa



Parah banget sebenernya, kita diputusin sama "Mr. Ex" kita masing2,
Pada saat detik-detik kita mau UN..
Hahaha

Vierda dan aku nangis heboh banget pas kita diputusin itu..
Jadi pingin ketawa pas ingetnya. Life's never flat! Isn't it?
Jadi kita nikmatin aja masa2 SMA dan masa jomblo kita ini.. hahha


Sebenarnya ada yang lucu dibalik putusnya kita...
Sebenernya kita putus gak cuman berdua...

Gini lengkapnya., Kita sahabatan ber'6
Aku, Vierda, Winda , Muti, Deway, dan Sukma..

Entah kenapa 3 dari kita punya pacar dan 3 enggak. Adil kan?
Nah, cerita ini bermula dari Winda, yang putus dari pacarnya...
Eh,dia tiba2 ngilang sekitar 3 hari dari peradaban.. Kita yang aneh ama sikapnya dia, sontak langsung nyamperin..
Ternyata bener, dia putus (lagi) dengan pacarnya..
Tapi kayaknya putus yang kali ini emang jadi yang terakhir..

Winda nangis heboh dan sempet gak makan bberapa hari gtu...
Nah, dari sini nih virusnya, belum sembuh sakit hatinya Winda,
Eh, Vierda nyusul ..
Dia Diputusin juga sama Pacarnya (waktu itu)..
Yah, Vierda sempet nangis dan bengong2 kronis sekitar 2 hari'an gtu...

Eh, gak lama kemudian... Virus itu tertularlah ke pacarku.. (wktu itu) T.T
Aku juga diputusin... :(
Yah,.. Nangis lebainya 1 hari aja sih...
Mungkin karna aku udah ngeliat parahnya keadaan kedua temenku itu, jadi udah mulai pasrah aja... (lagian aku janji sama 'ex' buat gak nangis.. :)
wkwkwkwk..




Akhirnya inilah kerjaan kita pas guru ngoceh geje di depan kelas..
Ini H-5 sebelum UN kalo gak salah... hahhaa

Hidup gak akan berakhir pas kamu putus girlz!!
Justru, disitulah hidupmu baru akan dimulai.. :D hahaha