7 Januari 2012

Yesterday I Came Back and Now I'am Leaving (again)

I do realize that i love being here so much..
Island of Gods, island of happiness, island of my hopes, island in my dream..
My love..

Now i have to leave it (again)..
Wait till 3 months later.. Till i can come back here (again)..

Why this time is harder then the first time?
hmmm..

Many memories that i've made in this 2 weeks.
Yupz, I've been here for about 2 weeks actually.
But it fells so short, too short.
TIME IS NEVER BE ENOUGH.
(why i feel my grammar is so chaos?)


Today i do realize, that i love the smell of beach so much.
I do realize how big i love the felling when i pray to the God.
I do realize how i love the smell of dupa.
I miss being here. I miss live here..

But i still have a long long way to go.
9 semesters to go, that i have spent it there..
In cikarang.. -.-''

It's too hard to leave Bali..
It's too hard to leaving my family, my friend..
Especially, my lovely boyfriend here..

TO HARD TO IMAGINE, TOMORROW THERE'S NO HIM BESIDE ME..
THERE'S NO HIM TO KISS ME, THERE'S NO HIM TO HUG ME..
AND THERE'S NO HIM TO CHEERS ME WHEN I CRY..

Let's don't imagine it! hahhaa
after this FUCKIN-3-YEARS i really want to spent the rest of my days, with him..
hohoho.. (doaken yoo)

ok, half past 9.. time to go!
See you after i arrive in cikarang.. (huft)
\(^o^)/ manse~

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