Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk!!!!!!!

Aku lagi inget suatu hari pada wktu kita bermotor berdua di malam hari..

Malam itu aku baru pulang dari kampungku.. 

Kebetulan dia (sayangku cintaku) sedang berada di rumah tantenya..

Berkunjung lah diriku kesana..

Singkat cerita,

Malam itu kita pulang, dia mengantarkan aku melewati jalan yg biasa kulalui..

Walaupun nantinya dia harus memutar arah lagi.. (baik banget kan?)

Dijalan, kita sempet2nya bercanda2..

(Maaklum, kita emg pasangan aneh, goda2an lah gak jelas di jalan)

Pada saat dia liat aku gak pake jaket mlm itu,

Dia sewoooooooot banget.. (hahaha)

Dia bilang..  

"Ngapain gk pake jaket??? Malem gini, gak dingin apa!"

Nah ketika dia bilang gtu, aku ikut sewot donk..

(Yaialah, wong bilangin orang lain, dy sendiri gak pake jaket.)

"Woe, sayang ngapain gak pake jaket juga! Nehh.. gak dingin apa! masuk angin tar tau!"

(Aneh kan? saling marah memarahi, jelas2 ke2nya bego, sama2 gk pake jaket..

........... -____-''

 dan dy menjawab  

"Sorry,.. gak liat apa cowok macho gini? Gk gampang lah sakit. Vie thu jeg gak pake jaket!"

*Maaf ya, ini mmakai logat Bali yg amat kental br terasa maknanya.. hehe

Iya sih, dy emg perawakannya macho.. (Mksudnya bdannya proporsional)

Wktu itu, aku cuman bisa bilang biarin aja..

Udah beberapa hari ini dy sakit.. (Ya pilek, batuk sih.. gak parah)

Tapi bayangkan aja,.. orang yg gak biasa sakit., yg paling inguh kalo sakit..

Sekarang sakit.. Gimanaa akuuu gak khaawaaatiiirr??

Dan sakitnya sakit langganan, susah lagi ilagnyaaa.. asshhh...

Pengen banget aku denger dy bilang,

"Dek kan cowok macho, sante nae.."

 Sayang, bener macho? (jd mempertanyakan kemachoannya *lho)

Cwo macho, gak gampang sakit...

Jadi.. cepet sembuh ya.. cowok machoku.. 

Vie sayang dek

GET WELL SOON

SALAH

SALAH

Surat di Malam hari..

Dear My Man,..

Good nite my angel..

Keep your nite dream..

Sayang, ketika dirimu tertidur malam ini..

Bermimpilah..

Bermimpilah tentang alam yg membalas semua kebaikanmu..

Bermimpilah..

Bermimpilah tentang dunia yg penuh tawa karenamu..

Bermimpilah..

Tentang hati yg telah kau bahagiakan..

Cintaku..,

Dunia tak sepolos lembaran transparan yg mudah dirasakan setiap harinya..

Terkadang, ketika kau bermimpi semuanya terlihat sangat jujur dan indah..

Teruslah bermimpi..

Akan cita-citamu, harapanmu yg membumbung..

Tapi sayangku,..

Bisakah dirimu mewujudkan satu mimpiku?

Mimpiku, membuat dirimu bahagia..

Mimpiku, membuat dirimu tersenyum setiap malam..

Mimpiku, membangun mimpi yg indah setiap hari bersamaku..

Sayangku,..

Tersenyumlah ketika dirimu tertidur.. 

Rangkailah mimpi itu..

Sehingga, ketika kau terbangun.. 

Bersemangatlah. Larilah...

Genggamlah tanganku. Wujudkan mimpi kita.. ^^

25.04.2012

Dedicated for My Beloved Man

Aku yg hidup hingga hampir seperlima abad ini..

Tak pernah menemukan orang sepertimu..

Dia yg selalu memikirkan orang lain sebelum memikirkan dirinya sendiri..

Dia yang selalu mendahulukan orang lain sebelum dirinya..

Dia yg melakukan apapun dengan ikhlas..

Dia yang mencintai sepenuh hati..

Puisi ini hadir, ketika aku memikirkanmu..

Sayang,kau memiliki hati peri..

Hati suci yg tidak dimiliki semua orang..

Hati yg dengan ikhlas mengasihi..

Disini aku menjaga cinta kita..

Hari ini aku tak mau membuatmu kecewa ataupun khawatir..

Sayang, aku tau kau mencintai orang lain,

bahkan lebih dari dirimu sendiri..

Tapi sayang, tolong ingatlah,..

Diriku akan lebih sakit,.. jika kau mengacuhkan dirimu sendiri seperti tadi malam..

Kau boleh tak peduli tentang hal yg kulakukan..

Tapi tolong, peduli tentang dirimu..
Aku mencintaimu, lebih dari diriku..
Bolehkah tolong jaga dirimu?
Kesehatanmu,..
Kebahagiaanmu..
Sayangku.. Kabulkanlah permintaanku..
Esok hari, cintailah dirimu..
Esok hari tertawalah..
Esok hari , bolehkah kita tertawa bersama lagi? :'D

Running Man

Hai there... :)

Let me introduce you something.. ^^

Yep it is running man,...!!
One of my favorite SBS tv show.. maybe you already know this guys right?
Yep,. Here in my dormitory running man waves attack us..
Hahhaa. I almost watched all of its episode

What make I like it so much?
I like it so much because of the member of running man it self..

They originally have 9 members. 8 Guys and 1 girl.
Before Song joong Ki quit from running man..

The concepts of this tv show is basicly simple.
Every week they have to follow the games that have been prepared from them..
But the game makes it interesting.. The games is not easy at all...
It seems impossible to do it sometimes..
But they do it perfectly with their style.. ^^

Ok, here they are the Running Man's members :

Lee Kwang Soo

Every members in running man really enjoyed to bullying him..

He really cheerful and kind. ^^ But in this show, i think he is the weakest of all..

Ji Suk Jin

This oppa alreary has child but in this show, he really show his bad side..

Like a playboy guy. Looking in every beautiful woman..

wkwkwk.

Gary-ssi

Gary ssi is the one of running man'smember that i like because of his personality.

He seems love Song Ji Hyo for real..

I hope they can be a love-mate in their real live

ACE Ji Hyo

 

Her real name is Song Ji Hyo (Gary's oppa monday couple)

She is the only woman in Running Men..

But she is the ACE in this game (beside Joong kook oppa)

If all of her team member's already out of the game,

she will be the only one who survive and winning the game

It makes she's become a savior.

Song Joong Ki

Handsome isn't it?

Yeah, almost all of my friend say so.

But I'm not really interesting with Joong-Ki..

Beside of his beautiful face, he have a really smart brain..

Haha

This picture was coming from one of the episode in running man.

When that time, haha get a one group with yoona (SNSD)

This picture was taking from haha's phone. He's the funniest member in Running man.

The craziest one.. ^o^

Yoo Jae Suk

He is a famous MC in korea. He also a good comedian.

He respects other and always honest.. ^^

Kim Jong Kook Opaaa

Huaaahhh.. finallyy.. nyampe juga post ini ke last running man member..

Kookie oppa.. :*

He's the strongest running man ever..
His body, his voice.. hmm..
hahha.. He's in his middle age, but why  don't he married yet?
haha
I like to see him with Yoon Eun Hye... Why did you broke up with her oppa?



 

...... Last night story ......

....09.22 PM...

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I am crying so hard while in my room a song from fiber drive sang out loud..

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I'll turn off the lights and let you sleep
Just close your eyes relax and breathe,
In slowly, no, don't feel lonely
Cause, I'll be right here, by your side
If you should awake into the night,
Keep dreaming
Cause I'll be keeping
Your, heart in mine,

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Still crying..

He seems has slept.. I don't want to bother him with my messages..

Maybe 30 minutes later i will text him..

He seems really tired today..

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I remembering the day...

My last day in Bali, around 2 weeks ago.

We looked at the blue skies..

The full moon with the stars..

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Laying flat on our backs
We stared up at the sky
We were laughing so hard,
We had tears in our eyes
Our future's before us
Our worries behind,
Just you and I
I'll turn off the lights and let you sleep,
Just close your eyes, relax and dream,
 

.........

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Still crying..

I miss you so badly, could you feel that? :')

Cerita 03.01.2012

12.47 a.m waktu bagian Bali..

Teramat sayang sama seseorang itu kadang menyakitkan..

Tiap hari kepikiran tentang dy..

Apa yang dia lakukan, Apakah dy sehat? Apa dy baik-baik saja?

Apa dy sudah makan? Semuanya..

Teramat sayang sama seseorang itu sangat menyenangkan..

Melihat wajahnya, melihat senyumnya dan membuatnya bahagia,

adalah hal yg terindah...

Sampai-sampai aku merasa aku ingin menjaganya setiap waktu..

12.48 malam...

Kepalaku berdenyut luar biasa..

Karena memikirkan seseorang yang paling kusayang dalam hidupku..

Hari ini aku mengetahui 1 fakta yg benar2 membuatku sedih bukan main..

Mungkin bagimu ini adalah hal yg biasa..

Setelah mengetahuin hal ini, mungkin kau akan berkomentar bahwa,

reaksiku sangatlah berlebihan mengenai hal kecil seperti ini..

Tapi sungguh, bagiku sangat berat..

Untuk mengetahui 1 fakta..

Orang yg amat kusayang bisa menghabiskan hingga 12 btg rokok tiap harinya..

Memikirkan hal itu saja membuat kepalaku berdenyut..

Ini cerita, tanggal 3 bulan 1 tahun 2011..

Cerita yg masih tersimpan di draft message smsku..

Mengingat kembali pada hari itu..

Aku memintanya, mendesaknya mengatakan padaku hal yg sejujurnya..

Tentang brapa batang yg biasa ia habisnya setiap harinya..

Aku ingat, wktu itu akusangat mengjarapkan angka yg tak lebih dari 5..

Aku benar2 memikirkan nya sejak saat itu,,

Sempat memintanya berhenti.

Bukan karena apa, karena aku tak bisa tak sanggup mengetahui

sesuatu membuatnya sakit atau terluka..

Hari ini April 20, 2012..

12.30 A.M

Doaku setiap malam untuknya..

Ya Tuhan..

Lindungilah cintaku, yu dek.. Berikanlah ia keselamatan, kesejahteraan dan kesehatan..

Bimbinglah dy dari jalan yg gelap menuju jalan yg terang..

Hindarkanlah ia dari segala mara bahaya..

Lancarkanlah jalan pekerjaannya.. berikanlah dia segala yg terbaik, untuk esok dan seterusnya..

Good nite, my love...

God Really Bless Me

We don't know where we will found our true love.

We don't know when we will found him or her..

We also don't know, how can it possibly happened..

But we will know...

If there is someone you love..

And loves you back as much as you do..

If there is someone who can make you really happy everyday..

If there is someone who makes

Your heart races just because his voice..

Your barely breath just because he near you..

Or like a crazy person just because lost his contact..

There is the one..

Even maybe he is not the most handsome or beautiful creatures in this world..

You can't take your eyes out of him..

He's the one who full fill your world..

The one whose become your everything..

God really really bless us..

Really bless me also..

Because i can found you..

Because he makes us meet..

Make us hold our hands soo tight..

Make us never wanna lose each other like this..

Thanks God, for blessing us... ^^

(deeply in love)

MEANING OF LIVE

Today, my boyfriend acting really strange from we started the day.
It's realy really rare he told me to log into my ym account. (we ussualy chat one another by using ym)
But it's really sucks to know my university wi fi was sucks!! (not that sucks, just sort of)
The result is, i can't get on line.
so, i am asking him. Why i should log into my ym account and what he wanna talking about.
As well as my expectation. he was not answering it. Rather than answering my question he's just saying..
Jadi pengen nulis (in english -> he want to write)
Ok, then he wrote it down. He often write in the blog. same like what i am doing right now.
After a moment passed, he sent me a message saying that he wrote down about the DIE (KEMATIAN) or something like that.
What will you think if your lovelly-boy-friend said that kind of think???
YEAH i do panic at that time. really.
I am really curious about what had happened what is he thinking about?
Does he lost his mind?!!!

Okay, and i am realized that i am just over-reacting. He just fine.
I thought that he make entry about he really wish to passed away from this earth.
(What bloody hell does he think!!!)
ANd i am wrong... -.-''
He's just think about the death. What is it. How is it  coming to us.
Ya.. Its like the fire and smoke. where is a fire, there is also a smoke.
Where ever we lived, who ever us, at least we live, we should die.
(Of course we doesn't want t die soon)

But, rather than talking about death i better talk about live.
What is the live?
Why we live for so long??
I realized all human have their live mission. God's create us for doing something.
Of course we don't know it yet.
It could be helping people, or maybe makes your parents happy.
We've been created for doing something, being something for others.

First, i am so sorry for my man..
I think you wished to left it out this morning..
But i know, you're not that stupid.. :)

We all live.. We are so lucky there are so many things to do.
Many things we can do.
Maybe our missions are not finished yet.
I really sure that, all die people wish to get her/his chances to live again to fulfill all they want.
Their unfinished mission. but they can't..
That's why, we have to grateful because we live right now. We have the chance!

TAKE YOUR CHANCE! DO YOUR BEST!
BEFORE YOUR TIME FINISH YOU!! \(^o^)/

Burn all the past!!!!

Why's the past really matter to you..? 

Now it's just YOU AND ME!

I Really want him to know this.. :((

Found a Thing!!

Hay.. it's me again!! Hahahha..
I don't know what's happen to me today (maybe i too jobless) which could make me posted 2 entry in one moment.. Maybe there will be the third. Hahaha

Anyway, i am looking at my old comment from all of my readers.. (Thanks to them)
Their comment were really good...
One comment cheers me really up. (hahha)
How could i forget that he ever sent me a comment like this..

" Hidup udah di takdirin berpasang2an...so, ga usah sedih kalo sekarang jomblo...ok nak cerik"

And sekarang, tebak donk pasanganku siapa?
I don't if he sent this comment on purpose. But i really like it.
The strange thing is..
What the reply I sent him..

" :)

ok deh om... :*
hahahhahaa.. "

Omigod! I sent him a kiss emoticon! What a shame of me!
Since i remember i never do that to other people, and since he's mine now.. Then it's ok.. :)

Sentence for Today

I wondered if she'd thought about me at all. If she'd missed me even the tiniest portion of the amount that

I'd missed her.

(Edward Cullen's sentence -> I thought all human who's in love ever think or that sentence.. ^^)

BAJU MERAH

dan baju merah ini membuatku menangis..
Kukira takkan seberat ini..
Yeah i am wrong.. It's so hard.. Rasa kangennya besar banget..
But at least, i can feel he always beside me because of this red shirt..
and make me more and more miss him..
This red shirt.. Will become my new friend, beside spongi, piggy, and my kiss mug..
After four month i think this shirt will be fill full with tears..
Guess what, it's ok since i can feel you by my side.. :')

I am so sorry.. I am so sorry..

I feel annoyed.. WITH MY SELF.. 

I am so sorry, so many times i say will not do the same thing again..

But today.. I make you angry, again..

I really hope.. I really hope that i won't do the same fault again..

But, this time you forgive me because i will go so far away..

Next time, if i did that again..

Will you forgive me? Or just leave me?

I don't want to think about that . But don't..

Vie, don't do it again.. My dear, don't ever think to leave me..

I am so sorry I am so sorry

Get inspired

Yesterday, I have nothing to do. So, I try to searched for beautiful photography at google. So, these are what i can found.

 

Searching for inspiration and become inspired.. ^^ nice pict

This is where the art of photography coming from. Nice timing, nice object.. (with a nice camera)

Take me by the hand and tell me you would take me anywhere.. (dedicated for someone. :*)

After found many nice picture, I move into the romantic ones..

I really want to make this kind of photos... (huhuhuhu)

I really really like the concept of these photos..

(Hope someday I can make a beautiful picture like these *with him of course)

 

This is what i want to say to him... ^^

Thanks for google to let me say it with picture.. :)

Happy Thursday all!! \(^o^)/

Me and My Sist

Hahaha. A crazy things to do when there's nothing else..
I feel like we have a totally different face.. -.-'' (even if we're sisters..)

A Together Day

Before go through it, i wanna say a big thanks for God because have full filled my wish..

In the Sunday morning, i ever make a wish, make this last week holiday meaningful to me.

It's more than meaningful, it's unforgettable and really beautiful week..

Start from Saturday, May 31 2012..

I introduce my man (hahaha, it's still funny when i try to say it) , ok, I introduce him to one of my favorite places in Bali. Ayana Beach (it's what I called that beach).

We looked at a really beautiful sunset in a really beautiful place.

One word beautiful, isn't it?  A really beautiful view, with a lovely man beside me.

After that, he ask me to go to GWK (how shame to know, i am a balinese person but never go inside this icon of Bali, (he should think the same like i was)

So,.. We went thereee...
Thanks to him,..
To let me know how beautiful GWK from inside..

Here are some pictures.

 

Huhuhuhu.. These are beautiful pictures, just need more sun light. And it will become perfect.. ^^

Now, let's move the main topic of this article.

03.04.2012

Maybe this date means nothing to you, but it's a really meaningful date for us.

Let me share it with you all..

 

Well, I really glad can share it in my blog.

This is my second time came back to Bali, since i studied in Cikarang, Jakarta.

I really have many good time this holiday... ^^

We ever planned for a day like this before.

But i did surprise when we really did it.

We cycling together, swimming, make a lot of pictures, having juice together at moena fresh..

We really did it!!

Maybe sounds simple, But, these simple things could warmth our heart..

One time while we were cycling, i looked at his back. When we was on our way, cycling to Ceking village, at Ubud, I thought..

 (Sorry, but i really want to write it in Indonesian)

Disana, yg kulihat dihadapanku sekarang..
Adalah punggungnya.. Punggung seorang pria yg amat kusayang.
Punggung seorang pria yg sangat menyayangiku.
Seseorang yg memperhatikan dan memikirkan setiap ucapan, bahkan yg sudah kulupakan..
Seseorang yg senang, jika melihatku tertawa.
Seseorang yg resah, jika aku meneteskan air mata.
Seseorang yg bahkan ketika lelah, tetap menemuiku sekedar melepas kerinduannya..
Seseorang yg mempercayaiku sepanjang waktu..
Seseorang yg bisa mengerti dan memaafkan ketololanku.
Ketika melihat punggungnya menjauh, aku selalu berfikir.
Mungkinkah punggung itu benar2 menjauh selamanya dariku?
Ketika punggung itu berbalik pergi, aku selalu..
Ingin mendekapnya selamanya..

Haha, This trip to ubud, closed with swimming...!!! ^^

One of my favorite exercise. One of our favorite way to relaxing our body..

Di villa ini juga, ada seorang auntie.. (ya anggaplah begitu)

Swaktu memasuki villanya, Ia berkata kepada kami..

"Ooh ini calonnya yudik ya?"

I scream really loud in my heart..

"Yeeeess!! this is me" But what i could do is just paint a small smile in my face.

And when we went home.. She said,

"Kalo nikah, undang2 ya.."

I said in my heart

"AMIN AMIN AMIN. I WILL WE WILL"

hhahaha.. Tapi syg, wktu itu yg aku bisa lakuin cuman senyum2 tengal aja.

I wish i could see how red my face at that time..

This is the end of our trip that day..

But,, we will make other beautiful trip together again. I PROMISE.

As i closed this article, i just wanna say..

I feel like i found my RIGHT MAN
Find yours and your day will be really beautiful like mine.. ^^